i'm having a bad time can't remember anything for about the first 10 years of my life that is pretty freaking wierd i don't really want to remember either i am having lots of problems with my friend really can't handle that at all :[ blogging has kind of become a burden its actually how all the crap started i guess that is what happens when you talk about stuff that people would get mad at you for whatever happened to the old fashioned notebook diary? i think that people would be better off with those some blogs are good for groups then they can just tell people what is going on or if you just want to let some people in on what you are doing with your time while you are away that might be good GAH i am just so annoyed and tired and depressed about everything i have been writing some stuff today i made myra mudd, a lady bug, a character that is going to get killed in a story for creative writing sounds pretty amazing right?