if you know anything about me you know that this year has been crazy. i've loved and i've lost. there were a lot of ups and downs. the roller coaster cliche definitely fits for this year. but as of this moment, on December 30th of the year 2008, i am with the most amazing guy i have ever known. he's really sweet and...amazing. haha. he's much more than i deserve. i think that i love him. so even if the year was on the bad side for the most part, it appears to be ending on a good note.(there was so a bunch of stuff here, but i deleted it because i didn't want you to read it. haha) :] thanks for reading. updates will be far and few, but if you're reading this i love you for it. here's to 2008. i'll only miss you for a second.

let's ring in the new year with something fizzy in our cups and dick clark on the tv.

did i forget to mention this? his name is dustin.

! you dont know the real me.