i know that i said they would be far and few but i really have nothing to do right now. i was doing this thousand question survey but that killed itself.

lame.

i'm over it though. no big deal right? just another stupid survey. no one really needs or wants to know that much about me anyway. if they don't know it already they can just get to know me to figure it out right? right.

so when i wrote the last one i didn't really think anyone [dustin] was gonna read it.
then he asked to so i had to delete some stuff because it was cheesy and horrible.
haha not horrible in a mean way but i think you understand what i mean.
i'm not sure who will read this so i am not going to put it here. though i was thinking about it for a second. this right align this is so amusing to me. haha i am such an idiot.

=P

i would say loser but i'm not really one of those at the moment. which you don't understand.

so today is new years eve. everyone ready for the new year? i know that i am. i started this blog at a time when i was pretty happy, i think. after this i think i might go back and read my old entries to see what's up. then i went to depressed. and then i just stopped posting. life is annoying like that. one day you're happy, the next day depressed, and then nothing at all. but right now i'm happy again thank you very much.
these things are so pointless. i am just saying whatever i feel like saying. that is so dangerous. last time i did this people got angry with me. then all that happened....
oh well. it won't happen again. i won't let it. if you'er going to get mad at me for thinking what i do then i don't need you anyway. just go. i know who my friends are now, and i am pretty sure they wouldn't get mad over stupid stuff like that.
you must be thinking that i am crazy. why would anything that i am saying make anyone mad at me?

you would be surprised.

i think that i am done for now. though it is a possibility that i will post another thing later.
when i've got something to say i've got to say it.
and sometimes melissa isn't available to text.
and sam doesn't have a phone.
so you're the only thing i have left.
except dustin. but i can't talk about some of this stuff with him because he would get confused since he wasn't really around when it all happened.

well i guess i am done for now. i loveeeeeee you. :]

! you dont know the real me.