so i've decided that i won't say anything that could possibly be said to me in a car to make me want to hide. things likeGOOEYhaha. yeah. i am going to avoid that from now on. i get flustered enough without people knowing that. you know what is a depressing movie? Lakeview Terrace. tell all the fat white guys you know to watch out for Samuel L Jackson. "he'll cap yo ass." you know what's not? American Wedding. it's on USA right now. i love this channel. haha i will always see her as Willow from Buffy though. i never really watched that show actually so that makes no sense. it is pretty good from what i remember. wow i am just having a conversation with myself here. this is kind of pointless.
i think i was sick last night. i slept a little over twelve hours. i almost fell asleep on dustin while we were sitting in the parking lot of kroger. but i didn't. i would rather be awake. he told me i could've slept though. oh well. my dad is so awkward. but i'm glad he was nice and let me see dustin.
still awkward. my step mom agreed with me about it too.
stifler just said he was gonna hang out with his wang out. that would not be a place i would be hanging out at. it's probably the same place the creeper that told me he would do me is at.
so i am gonna end up deleting this part probably right after i post this. i was so gonna say i love you to his face yesterday but then i forgot. and i chickened out lol. i don't know why. i over think a lot of stuff. it took me like half the movie to grab his hand. i'm such a failure. >.< oh well.
i think that i am gonna stop writing now. i keep getting distracted and leaving it and then coming back. there's really no point at all. i think i'll continue the stories that i'm writing. the one with taylor is kinda blah. idk. she completely undoes everything that i do. it is annoying. and she decided to change the plot in the middle of writing. which is something that you don't do. ugh. whatever. it's fine i guess.
! you dont know the real me.
