it's coming down to nothing more than apathy.

well, it's the end of another day. today i hung out with sam and melissa. different times. but yeah. me and melissa went to her ex boyfriend's place and wii bowled before we walked to vp and got monsters. then i went home and to wanamaker. when we got there i walked to sam's house and got her. we went to the dollar store and got some red bull. we mixed it into grape slushies so that my mother wouldn't know that we had them. (:
my sister won her softball game.(that's why we went to wanamaker.) me and sam got some pretty sweet pictures. we took them mostly on her mom's sexy camera. i think that i want to steal it; gosh it has such a great resolution. much better than my ghetto taped one. though i do love my camera. it's always been pretty good to me. speciall since it's been sat on and dropped and hit and such. poor camera.
sam's finally got the internet so she can blog and shit. she's my only follower. i don't really like anyone that i know reading any of the things that i write because i wrote mean stuff about people most of the time. so i am probably gonna change the link again. sorry sammy. i really just want to write for myself and not have to worry about offending anyone or anything like that.
why do you think dustin doesn't have the link?
hitlerfuck!
my eyes hurt. i need to take the contacts out and put on my glasses. i think that they are better for when i am on the computer anyway. this whole typing with the center align is really weird. but i kind of like it. haha that doesn't really make sense.
you know what? i don't like being sad or jealous about random stuff. like dustin saying that he never wants to have sex or that he's going to move in with alex. it's all his choice and shit, i know. for some reason it just...
it does nothing. i don't know what word to use. damn my small vocabulary to heck. there it goes again stifling my feelings. i can't even properly release them anymore.
me and delaney stole a traffic cone today. more like just me. she carried and and threw it away from her everytime a car went by. stupid girl. i actually saw it at the bottom of an empty drainage pond next to some construction equipment and just went down and took it. i assume that it fell down there while they were putting shit away. the pond is off limits by the way. it has keep out signs and such around it. what can i say? i really wanted that cone. then i made her take my picture by a truck with a wide load sign.
taylor says that i have really pretty eyes. they are about the only thing i like about myself. the only only thing. so i like it when people compliment them. it makes me feel good.
jesus christ my back hurts so bad. it has all week. damn school for messing with my spine. i can't get it so stop hurting. i'm convinced i will have pain for the rest of my life. ugh.
i don't really have much else to waste your time with.

you're constantly on my mind; day and night no matter the time or if i'm awake or asleep. i love you. nothing will ever change that. even if you are just a stupid boy.

now that that is out of my system. i guess it's time to say good night.
i'll be online for a but longer.
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! you dont know the real me.