to the girl in wisconsin,
i have never actually become so close with someone that i have met online. so close that you affected my life, for good or bad, from so far away. with that one introduction my whole life changed.

but we've moved beyond that; both of us right?

i just want to tell you that you are a good girl. you will do something with your life. don't become so dependent upon people. most of them would leave you in a heartbeat when things get tough. don't get so attached to celebrities. i am sorry to have to say this, i hope it doesn't hurt too bad, but odds are that you will never personally know them. you could meet them sure. but forming a relationship? i don't really think that would ever happen. i guess it could. but they are so much older than you that you wouldn't want them by the time you were of age anyway. look around you. there are guys worth going after here on earth. real guys that aren't complete air heads. they might not be as famous, make as much money, or play guitar as well but those aren't really the qualities that you want to go for. i am just saying.
you know that i love you girl. i just want the best for you. that's why i tell you these things. it's not to make you sad or to hurt you. you know that right?
you were there for me through some tough times. i have never fought with someone so much before though. i think it's just because we both have such strong views, and we are both pretty stubborn. it can be fun to argue with you though when you actually have points to back you up. we have gotten pretty heated, huh?
well, my dearest sweets, i just want you to know that i forgive you for your past. i forgive you for your present. i forgive you for your future. you know that we are going to fight again, it is inevitable. we fight more then we probably should. but i am here for you when you need me to be. you can call me anytime, and i will listen to you cry or whatever you need. though listening to you cry is not very fun at all really. but it's okay.
you will get better, sweets. everything will become a little bit brighter. you look back and remember more of the happy things than the bad. when you look forward you will see the same. i know that something good is in store for you. i can feel it. and one day when we meet, i will be able to see that sweet innocent smile on your face when i hug you and poke you in the side for the first time. when we go to the mall and ogle cute guys or scare people in hollister it will feel as normal as rain in april.
don't you worry about what is to come. and don't look back to the past. just love what is now, feel what is now. get through it. strive for the best and that is what you will get. i don't know how many times you need to hear this, but i will say it again;
i believe in you, my sweet little thirteen year old friend. you will make it through.

! you dont know the real me.