to olur, i miss having class with you. we got pretty close last semester and now we barely see each other. i really trust you. you're a pretty sincere and unique person. i don't really see many of those around here anymore. if only you could drive, lived closed, or were able to fly or transport yourself using mind powers. did you hear that mr dunn is doing more with whitman this semester? they're watching a documentary about him! i am going to make him let me borrow it. i want to watch it because i actually find whitman quite facinating. anyway; you are talented. i hope that you are still going to those poetry slams. or that you are at least still writing. we need to enter some contest, make something of ourselves. i see you having the soul of an artist. maybe it's all that tiedye. do you even wear tiedye or did i make that up? i can't remember. i'm glad you've got a guy that you like, will. i forget how long it will have been tomorrow but yay you! one month maybe? two weeks? i feel horrible for not remember how long. i know his name now that. that should count for something. my sister is starting up softball again. i'll be calling on you to come over some mondays. and you better get up off your ass and do it! i miss you and we need to hang out. no doubt about it. we should go to the mall. the last time we tried to do that we both failed. i can't remember why we couldn't do it but i was sad. i do miss you. have i said that enough? i miss you. i can't even think of anything bad that we've been through. you listened to me bitch about all that stuff that happened last semester. you calmly and attentively listened. for that i thank you very very much. and you wanted me and dustin to start dating, so that is very good of you too :]. it makes me jealous that you know him so much better haha. after dating him six times you should know a little something though. i remember him a little when you went to his locker after school last year. i think that i only remember because you were sad and when i asked you what was wrong you said that you were fighting with him or something. you should feel special. you were more important to me than him. i didn't know him so i think that's a good thing anyway. myra! you're an amazing person. don't ever change. listen to any and all the music you want. don't let people tell you what you are supposed to be. you are myra balvin. hippie/poet/musician/free spirit. i think that is what you are mean to be. i sure hope you remember this; ihatethelettuce.
