to the one who is there for me most, thank you for standing by me. we don't always get along. our relationship isn't the most perfect. we fight and all that. but we're in high school. i am come to terms with the fact that childish drama is just a part of it. it's how we learn and grow up. even if we were fighting you stood up for me. i stood up for you too. the entire time that you thought i was just letting her bad mouth you i was getting in trouble with her for defending you. i just wanted to let you know that i cared back then and i care now. you have been there for me for around five years now. nothing is going to take away from that. i had taken your friendship for granted before. but i know that you will be there for me through anything at all. you'll never give up on me and i won't ever give up on you. you are trustworthy, honest, sweet, loud, toxic, outgoing, unique, and most amazing person i know. you can get on my nerves a little sometimes. i think that it's normal though. i think that you've been jealous of dustin lately. but, sweetie, you shouldn't be. i do love him, i really really do. you are my best friend though. i won't ever leave you in the dust. i'll be there for you when you need me. i hope that you trust me for that at least. we don't see each other too often anymore. at school or anywhere else. my sister is about to start softball again so i will be over by your house more though. so that will be good and we'll see each other a lot more. i think that i only see you twice a day at school. i hope that you love me as much as i love you. let's hang out soon! i miss you Samster! <3