to sadie (the silent wolf),

i regret what happened to us. i really am sorry about our falling out. over me not spending enough time with you. i was trying to include you though. i didn't mean to make it seem like you weren't important to me or as important as other people. i really did love having you as my friend. the good thing about you is that you were as good a listener as i was, probably better. and i know it was good for you to have someone to talk to. you know that i am trying to fix us. i want us to hang out some time this week. you're the only one that i am really making an effort with. i feel like i hurt you the worst, for the stupidest reason. please forgive me.

halloween at your campground was fun. i still hate those kids that threw rocks and things at us. you are an amazing artist. i hope that you do something with all that talent that you have. i still have all the drawing you gave me. i don't know how you thought that i would sell them or throw them away. when you become world reknown i am going to be able to show them to people and say, "that's right. she was my friend, my best friend."
anyway; i've been trying to make more of an effort to gain your friendship again. i know we can't hang out this week, but there are more chances we will have. we were close once. i'm sure that we can be again.

! you dont know the real me.