so it seems like we're getting closer and further at the same time. we being me and my love. i don't know if this whole pending breakup thing is making us want to do too much too fast or if it's just helping us move along to where we should be.
we talked about stuff i have never ever talked about with anyone before. stuff that i don't even like to mention. it's not like it's deep dark secrets, i just feel embarrassed by it. good thing he knew that i was with a girl first semester or i would have had some explaining.
damn; that boy has done a lot! i felt like such a virgin. and he is a virgin too.
i love him so much i think that it would be hard for me to stop myself once we got started, haha. but we really have done next to nothing. i am so attracted to that boy that it is scary. i used to be really push-you-up-against-the-wall-i-want-you-now. but now it seems like i'm just more mellow and timid. it's really strange. complete turn around. could it be because i really like him? or because he's a MAN. i really do that about him. mmmmm.
he smells good. i love how he smells. and how he feels. he's a lot stronger than me. i don't feel like i'm the protective one anymore. i like this feeling.
i think that this is enough lovey dovey. oh wait. one last thing.

then dont give up. talk or anything cuz u guys are one of the few who still have something call true love