i love chowder. the television show. it's a weird kid show. and it's very cute. i kind of lost what i wanted to talk about right when i started typing.
i am so tired right now. i haven't done anything except order chinese. melissa isn't allowed out of the house so she couldn't walk with me. alaine is going to the eye doctor or something. sam is far away. dustin is with trey and dustin. i guess emily could probably hang out.
what i really want is a great bestfriend. i get jealous of some people's relationships haha. i mean, i have no reason to. i have great friends and all. i just never ever get to see them. i think i've seen melissa two maybe three times this summer and she lives down the street. i hate travelling all the time. it's not as fun as people make it sound. and these are the only days i will be home until school starts. here i am sitting by myself in my room on the internet. /= i love you too guys.
i want to drive. i want a car to drive. i want friends that have time for me when i am homeeee.
blah. i am a complainer. this is done.
! you dont know the real me.