001. today is my best friend's birthday.
002. when i am embarrassed by a text i send i whisper it out loud to myself.
003. i'm not too good at this.
004. i hate feet.
005. i hate getting too close to people.
006. traveling was good until this summer.
007. my life is a series of awkward moments.
008. i have stalker tendencies.
009. fruity pebbles is my favorite cereal.
010. powerpuff girls is one of my favorite cartoons.
011. cartoons are almost all that i watch.
012. i actually love talking on the phone. but almost all my conversations are through texts.
013. none of my relationships have ended in person.
014. i am trying to convince my boyfriend he should learn how to fly. i'm failing.
015. i have been out of the US two times. [canada and the bahamas.]
016. my oldest friend is samantha rose.
017. i've been told that i push people away when they start to get too close. i'm working on that.
018. i used to hurt myself. but i'm mostly better now.
019. i am terrified that i will end up like my dad.
020. blue slushies from wanamaker with my best friend is what i love about summer.
021. school is something i could def live without.
022. i despise psychologists of any kind.
023. i aspire to be a writer of sorts.
024. there's something missing. i just can't figure out what it is.
025. i am a night owl.
026. two thousand eleven is my graduation year.
027. during the recession is when my family has the most.
028. my mother's husband creeps me out a little.
029. whenever i hear the song "more than a feeling" i think of my dad's ex-fiance.
030. i own only one bra that actually fits me right.
031. when i get really mad or depressed i blog about it.
032. nothing has ever touched me in the way that to write love on her arms has.
033. i stole this idea from dustin.
034. i have moments of ocd. but it's a messy ocd.
035. cleaning is the worst thing on earth.
036. unless typing for academic reasons, i almost never capitalize my words.
037. my role modal is a normal person that i decided is worth looking up to.
038. i'm terrified of public speaking. thinking about it makes me nauseous.
039. i am generally nice to most people.
040. but i can be quite a bitch when i want to be.
041. the future scares me into living in the past.
042. i love to read. i hate it when people tell me what i need to read.
043. my parents remarried in the same year.
044. i'm not sure what kind of facts i am supposed to put in here.
045. lately i have started crying for what seems like no reason.
046. when i say i love you, i mean it completely.
047. the person who broke my heart is slowly becoming my friend again.
048. i love kids. but i would ruin them.
049. snoring the one of the most annoying things on earth.
050. my self confidence is even lower than my self esteem.
[update]
051. i currently want my ears gauged, repierced, and my lip pierced.
052. i get easily jealous.
053. i have a thing for frank iero.
054. even a bad genre of music is good live.
055. the only lines i like waiting in are to meet bands.
056. i kind of love kissing.
057. i'm pretty sure that i have been cheated on.
058. there is only one person i can't hide anything from.
059. i have gotten to the point where i can cry and sound completely normal when i talk.
[update]
060. my dreams got too big for me to reach. so now i expect nothing at all.
061. i would be content living my life as a waitress if i could be happy.
062. i hate it when people call me accidentally because no one ever calls on purpose.
063. i once made friends with a person who called me with the wrong number.
064. from the moment i meet someone i prepare myself for when they will leave.
065. i don't try very hard to make plans because they always fall through.
066. almost all of my childhood has been blocked from my memory.
067. i made a psychologist cry.
068. personality tests make me lie.
069. when i grow up i will be an alcoholic if someone doesn't stop me.
070. i talk on the phone in the garage when i'm at my dad's house.
071. music can't make anything go away.
072. girls make me sad.
073. so do boys.
074. mitchell davis makes me laugh.
075. i love random conversations.
076. picture comments on myspace make me smile.
077. i stopped putting [update].
078. i really love kissing.
079. i am not allowed to pierce/tattoo what i want until i am twenty five.
080. eventually i think i want a baby.
081. the holocaust interests me.
082. when talking about genocide i get angry at the united states.
083. health class and smoking warnings only make me want to smoke.
084. when i think about the future i don't see myself in it.
085. i underage drink.
086. i have smoked exactly four times.