i miss when we weren't worried about the future.
when we kissed and only left each other for a class period or two.
when we saw each other every day.
when hugs meant more than anything.
when we both weren't read to move fast.
when our biggest problem was you teasing me.
when you weren't getting ready to move away.
when you grabbed my side whenever you walked by me.
the feeling i got after first telling you i loved you.
you getting online at all hours just to talk to me when you didn't have a phone.
you calling me late at night and talking for six hours.

i miss all that.
but i wouldn't change a thing.

i hate you not talking to me about what is bothering you. let me in. please. i promise i won't hurt you. that's the one thing i would never ever want to do. you are my love. my life. the only person i want forever.
i've never let anyone get this close to me before. you know me better than anyone else does, really. you know more secrets than i can count. you know what i worry about, what i love, what i hate. i want to know you like that.
please, let me.