mmmmmm.
i have almost nothing at all to complain about. i have been really extra happy this week, for the most part. i got to see dustin today, yesterday, and sunday. :] that's a record. i snuck over there today with alaine. it wasn't really sneaking. my mom just doesn't know where we went while we were gone. i feel kinda bad. /= like i ignored alaine and ditched melissa. i really didn't mean to. ugh. oh well. alaine said that i didn't and melissa will get over i think.
i really really really love that boy. i can't contain it. i can't keep my hands off of him, either. i guess that last part is considered lust. haha. i have a lot of that for him too. he's such a cutie. ;o

i finally finished with all the cds that i have borrowed from people. dustin can take back all of his tomorrow. and i will eventually get emily's back to her. i need to buy ian hot mess soon. it's for his birthday. which is saturday. i wonder if i have to get natalie a present...hmmm...idk.
gifts are so awkward to get when you that they are coming but not what they are. it is kind of bothersome. i guess that deep down i really like it. i don't know. maybe i just made that up. it is really sweet though.

i have to rewrite my english paper. it's due at 11:59 friday night. haha. i have a little time. and i forgot to get the precal homework from ramandeep today...so i can't really do that. all i can really do is english. i didn't really have all that much, and i haven't been doing precal anyway. i pretty much already gave up on that. oh shit! physics homework too. i will just ask ramandeep for the answers. :P i am such a terrible person. i will never ever use physics in normal life though. so there is no point in learning it, really. except for the grade. and i passed chem last year by copying off ramandeep just fine. she's a nice girl, tha raman. her name is so long to type out.
dustin is coming to school tomorrow! that makes me so happy. :3 i actually want to go now. and he's coming over after school. we've seen eachother a lot this week. more than i thought we would. i think it's why i've been in such a good mood lately. i mean, i even clean the stuff i have to and help my brother with his math homework. dustin is such a good influence on me. :]

that reminds me, i have to clean my room a little bit tonight. i guess i can continue on listening to this music and clean for a while. or turn on some tv show. i have a shit ton of music to listen to though.
i'm going to end up with an ipod and be a hypocrite. i kind of want one, and i kind of don't. it's hard to explain. i would really rather have something that doesn't require me downloading anything to use it. but what can you do. a zune i could deal with. but they are rather large. haha. i don't know what i want. i know that i want something other than the shit thing that i have know. whatever it is. i am about to go back to carrying around all my cds and a cd player all the time.

green day is really amazing, you know? i am typing a lot more than i thought that i would. this blog is like talking to myself only i'm not really. haha. i talk to myself way too much. i hope that blogging stops it a little.

i'm so happy right now.



time to dance.