so we're sitting at dinner, and my mom tells me that i have to get the h1n1 vaccine[which i won't be getting.] and we argue about that for half a minute. a few minutes later i remembered that i got my course selection papers for next year and she likes to think that she is going to tell me what classes i am taking.
so i told her, 'i am choosing my own classes for next year.'
she said, 'i am tired of your attitude. and if you don't choose what i want you to have i will choose them for you.'
i said, 'no you won't. you've chosen every other year and senior year is mine.'
she said, 'as long as you stay on track for the academic honors diploma.'
when i asked why she said, 'well what else do you have going for you? nothing.'
fuck my life. i just got over my bought of low self esteem because i  have no skills this morning, and then my own mother tells me this. WELL I'M A DAMN DECENT WRITER, NOT THAT YOU WOULD CARE TO KNOW THAT! good thing i am taking classes(physics, pre-ap pre-calculus, geometry) that i will need in my actual life. >.> i just want to curl up and cry. ugh. today was really good, up until the moment that i started talking to her when i got home.
well that is the end of this.
i complain so fucking much. /=