so, here's my life right now.
i've lost a few friends. a lot of my friends have graduated high school and are moving out on their own and moving on with their lives. i am still here, at home, waiting for my last year of high school to start. i've been to many concerts this summer and they have all made my life wonderful. they take me away from where i am and lift me up to a place that i can't even imagine unless i am in the middle of a throbbing mass of people all chanting the same names and screaming the same words and feeling the same feelings of love and awe that i am all at once.
i've also gained a few friends and brought a few friends back to me that i thought were lost forever. life isn't too terrible. my medicine seems to have mellowed me out and i am not as nervous as i usually am when the beginning of a new school year comes around. i am ready to move forward with my life just like the rest of everyone i know.