i just want everyone to know that i want us to be friends. but i absolutely find it disgusting that after talking to my friend for four days you decide that you are in love with her and that you like her more than me. plus you told her your fucking name, which i still cannot get you to tell me. sorry if i'm pissed. sorry if i hate the fact that this seems to be happening all over again. sorry i if i probably like you a little bit more than i should. because all this shouldn't hurt the way it is hurting. and i hate crying over this. i hate crying over you and i hate worrying over her. i hate the internet sometimes. just when i think we have a good thing going it screws me over.