jayteezy,
we have had our ups and downs this year. i really hope that next year isn't full of all the drama that you put into my life, because i am really fucking over it. i also hope that your life calms down and that you do too, because i think you have a little A.D.D. and sometimes it overwhelms you. i am very glad that we are friends, though. very glad that all the shit that happened didn't cause an impassible rift between us. sam still thinks nothing of you, of course. but right now i'm not too happy with her and even so her opinion of you doesn't mean much to me. i am sorry that i'm not a better friend to you. i think that i was you wouldn't be able to cast me away so easily. i think that dustin is a little jealous of how close i am getting to you. he told me that sam told him that she thinks i have a crush on you currently. he told me to stop taking advice or listening to you about certain things. he doesn't need to be worried, i'm not even a little bit attracted to you. you are just my extremely awesome friend. i hope that next year is happier for you. i hope that next year you make beautiful music and that i am able to listen to a finished song. i'm not really upset with you right now so i don't have much to say, know what i mean? anyway try and stay out of trouble tonight and next year, and maybe come and see me sometimes, if i don't get to herron soon.